No matter how hard I try I still care too much about people who don't want to be cared about. I don't know why I do it, I just do. I feel bad if I don't, but then I feel bad when they don't respond to me caring as well. I don't know what they call that, but I need to not care anymore cause it sucks. Sometimes I feel like I should just be invisible to everyone so I don't have to meet anyone. I know that will never work cause I am way too assertive of a person, but dammit it should be easier to shut down. I am going to shut down in another way....which will probably be a bit more easier to handle. Goodnight.
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