Began working out again at the gym at work. 1 hour lunches have a higher purpose than just stuffing your face I like to say. So I got my sweat on and it felt wonderful. Felt great to work out again. I did however gain a few pounds which did not please me, but I should burn that off in a week or so. One of these days I'll get my sexy back, but until then....no pain...no gain!
So today I had to deal with a very unscrupulous text from my ex. What started off to be a "I need to talk to you" text from him, led to "I am living with a woman and I have sex with her" text. SERIOUSLY??? Why do I care about this? Is what I was thinking to myself. You are my ex and can fornicate the world if you please, but why the hell would you tell me? So after my response of "it's really none of my business who you have sex with nor do I care, I do however wish you the very best on your endeavors." He replied with, "I just didn't want to lie to you." My response was of course the typical scorned woman response by informing him that I never trusted him before and after splitting up (hence the split up) so there's no need to try making up for it now. Why do these losers follow me and why do I have to share something as precious as a child with them which keeps them around for so long. ARGH!!! We all deserve to be loved and we all deserve to be happy no matter how big of an ass you are.
Moving on.............today started off beautiful and ended terrible. Rain, lightning, thunder, tornadoes, and accidents all over the road. I'm just happy Lucas and I made it home okay.
Sometimes I wish I could be invisible to everyone again. It was nice just watching the chaos around me and stepping out of it's way. Now I seem to be in the middle of all of it and don't really like it all that much. I believe it's time for a cleaning.
So today I had to deal with a very unscrupulous text from my ex. What started off to be a "I need to talk to you" text from him, led to "I am living with a woman and I have sex with her" text. SERIOUSLY??? Why do I care about this? Is what I was thinking to myself. You are my ex and can fornicate the world if you please, but why the hell would you tell me? So after my response of "it's really none of my business who you have sex with nor do I care, I do however wish you the very best on your endeavors." He replied with, "I just didn't want to lie to you." My response was of course the typical scorned woman response by informing him that I never trusted him before and after splitting up (hence the split up) so there's no need to try making up for it now. Why do these losers follow me and why do I have to share something as precious as a child with them which keeps them around for so long. ARGH!!! We all deserve to be loved and we all deserve to be happy no matter how big of an ass you are.
Moving on.............today started off beautiful and ended terrible. Rain, lightning, thunder, tornadoes, and accidents all over the road. I'm just happy Lucas and I made it home okay.
Sometimes I wish I could be invisible to everyone again. It was nice just watching the chaos around me and stepping out of it's way. Now I seem to be in the middle of all of it and don't really like it all that much. I believe it's time for a cleaning.
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