Day 12

Still having cravings.....Today has been a complete disaster day for me.  I thought for sure I could get my mind off of it quicker, but whatever it is they put in smokes these days really has you by your balls.  (pardon my expression if you took offense but I'm serious) I have hurdled the morning smoke, I've even hurdled the 1st break smoke, but right when 12pm hit...I ached.  It goes away, but then hits me really hard again around 3pm and then again at 8pm.  I don't get it!  What was it...1 cheater smoke on Day 2 or 3?  I'm at Day 12 and I feel like I need to smoke a whole pack!!!  This is insane!  I'm going to play some Just Dance with Di on the Wii and sweat it out, then pass out for the night.  I seriously feel like a crack addict right now.......SUCKS!!!!  Thank you Marl-blow.  I also noticed that my skin is reacting to my lack of smoking.  My chin is breaking out as if I'm going through puberty again.  I wonder what kind of dreams I'll have tonight?