Onto Day 9

Yesterday felt just like this!

A lovely coworker of mine asked me, "So where did you put your patch today?"  I replied, "The same place I always put it.  Why?"  Hence my post yesterday about moving my patch.  Well by moving my patch it caused me to crave a smoke about as bad as a pregnant woman craves food.  I was going nuts!  I paced, I cleaned, I sat staring at nothing, I wanted to pull my hair out, but instead.....these guys showed up.....

They whooped my arse and kept me from going insane.  The one to the far left gave me a round house kick to the jaw which took my focus off of smoking to focusing on placing my jaw back where it was supposed to be.  Seriously......Lucas round house kicked me.  So inadvertently he put me in check.  hahahaha

Today the patch is on the other side and I can already feel my body/brain craving a smoke.  Another entertaining episode for you to indulge in "Another Dream!"  I was at a house which looked to be out in the country somewhere.  Green grass and scattered trees, the house wasn't a big house, but it fit everyone that I know from work in it.  Everyone inside seemed to be in a hurry, running back and forth from one room to another.  Kristine K stopped me and asked me if I ate yet.  She held my hand and walked me to a HUGE room where there was a restaurant style buffet and hibachi set up.  She sat next to me and we had a conversation that I cannot recall, but it was nice.  Then my dream flashed to me being outside the house again and I was driving a motorcycle down the little dirt road that lead from the house to the river and I woke up.  I woke up at 4:30am and could not go back to sleep.  Believe me I tried.....really really hard I tried.  Instead I sat up in bed and thought about everything that I need to get done today and decided that today is the day.  I will be diving into the room swap today.  FUN FUN FUN.  During these thoughts as I lay in bed I also decided, that the possibility of finding a futon mattress is more likely, than finding a sleeper sofa and one is definitely going to be a lot cheaper than the other.  I am currently 2 cups of coffee into my day, shower to follow and then I'm off to be productive.