This morning was a "hit the snooze and pretend like you don't have to wake up for another 4 hours" day. So tired and so worn out from.....nothing really. I wonder why we get so exhausted from doing......nothing. I work a high stress job which could definitely wear on the adrenaline glands; however I'm not working construction, I'm not running around like crazy....so it must just be drain from pure boredom or drain from the constant release of adrenaline. Whatever it is that's going on makes me want to change my environment so I walk into a fun house instead of a dead house.
A few of us in training gave blood today at the Blood Mobile. I've always thought it was hilarious to sit through the 100 questions of every disease, virus, etc on that checklist they go through with you. It's insane!! I had to stop the lady several times and ask, "what the heck is that?" She just giggled and proceeded on with asking me if I had hired a prostitute within the last 3 months. It always feels good to do good. Even though these blood mobiles sell the blood to the hospitals for major bucks....it's just convenient for them to be around and I don't see the hospitals showing up anywhere to ask for blood independently. I remember the first time I took Di with me so I could give blood. She freaked out and started screaming, "Mom!!! They are taking all of your blood and your going to die!" I couldn't help but laugh and explain the importance of donating. She understood, but is still bugged out by the thought of it.
So far my weight seems to be steady; however my inches in certain places is going down. Very weird. Just last week I had lost 3 lbs and then weighing myself today, I gained it back. I don't get it really, but heck...that's why I'm doing this program and seeing if there's a way to get my sexy back permanently.
Lucas' father will be over to visit for all of an hour tomorrow. Can't wait for that...*rolls eyes*. I think advising him to not speak a word to me will be a great idea. Don't get me wrong....I am happy that he at least visits when his son when he's not busy screwing women and doing drugs....but the guy doesn't even know what daycare Lucas attends and nor has he ever asked. I can't ever respect him, forgive him, or even be coy with him ever again. Hopefully there is a lighter side waiting for me soon.....this sides waaayyyy too heavy.
A few of us in training gave blood today at the Blood Mobile. I've always thought it was hilarious to sit through the 100 questions of every disease, virus, etc on that checklist they go through with you. It's insane!! I had to stop the lady several times and ask, "what the heck is that?" She just giggled and proceeded on with asking me if I had hired a prostitute within the last 3 months. It always feels good to do good. Even though these blood mobiles sell the blood to the hospitals for major bucks....it's just convenient for them to be around and I don't see the hospitals showing up anywhere to ask for blood independently. I remember the first time I took Di with me so I could give blood. She freaked out and started screaming, "Mom!!! They are taking all of your blood and your going to die!" I couldn't help but laugh and explain the importance of donating. She understood, but is still bugged out by the thought of it.
So far my weight seems to be steady; however my inches in certain places is going down. Very weird. Just last week I had lost 3 lbs and then weighing myself today, I gained it back. I don't get it really, but heck...that's why I'm doing this program and seeing if there's a way to get my sexy back permanently.
Lucas' father will be over to visit for all of an hour tomorrow. Can't wait for that...*rolls eyes*. I think advising him to not speak a word to me will be a great idea. Don't get me wrong....I am happy that he at least visits when his son when he's not busy screwing women and doing drugs....but the guy doesn't even know what daycare Lucas attends and nor has he ever asked. I can't ever respect him, forgive him, or even be coy with him ever again. Hopefully there is a lighter side waiting for me soon.....this sides waaayyyy too heavy.
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