Not saying at all that my issues are any bigger than some peoples issues out there, but DAMN! Things again are going to get a bit more stickier very soon with Lucas' father. The fact that this boy can come to my home, give Lucas clothes from one of the women he's bangin cause he can't work hard enough to afford anything for his son himself, while drinking an alcoholic drink and have pin sized pupils looking at me asking me for a glass of wine......I'm going to flip my top. So, I just told him that if he comes to my home again in this manner I will and will not hesitate to call the police to escort him away from my home. Like a typical addict he denies being on anything ever and so I told him I'd rather the police tell me he's sober than believe what he says. That was the end of that conversation.
So....as I sit here drinking my wine being a complete hypocrite....I am in my own home, with my children that I work hard to take care of and get the best I can afford to give. If there is any advise I could give to anyone wanting to start a family......be together, living together, married and happy, travel the world and experience as much as you can...before having children together. Once you are content with yourself, you can be content with poopy diapers and vomit.
My workout today consisted of running on the treadmill which sucks cause I can never run straight and you have to do that on the damn treadmill, so I had to have a hand on the side bar while I ran so I didn't fall over. hahahahah After that was 20lb dead weights on the back lifter...25lb shoulder lifts which sucked cause of a dislocated shoulder injury from a couple years ago, but felt really good to do that much weight finally with it, 40lb push up weights all for a 15 count 2x session and last I did tricep pulls 2 15count as well. I really need to find a cheap masseuse to work out these knots....one day.
So....as I sit here drinking my wine being a complete hypocrite....I am in my own home, with my children that I work hard to take care of and get the best I can afford to give. If there is any advise I could give to anyone wanting to start a family......be together, living together, married and happy, travel the world and experience as much as you can...before having children together. Once you are content with yourself, you can be content with poopy diapers and vomit.
My workout today consisted of running on the treadmill which sucks cause I can never run straight and you have to do that on the damn treadmill, so I had to have a hand on the side bar while I ran so I didn't fall over. hahahahah After that was 20lb dead weights on the back lifter...25lb shoulder lifts which sucked cause of a dislocated shoulder injury from a couple years ago, but felt really good to do that much weight finally with it, 40lb push up weights all for a 15 count 2x session and last I did tricep pulls 2 15count as well. I really need to find a cheap masseuse to work out these knots....one day.
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