Feel IT......................

Went to the doc today and I've lost 10lbs so far!  Moving along at a good pace, just need to remember to steer clear of the carbs that I love so much.  Next paycheck I need to get some Katosis strips so I can monitor my carb flush and once I've rid my body of all the bad stuff, I can start feeding it the good carbs again (fruits, veggies, etc)  Eating nothing but protein can really make you start craving things really really bad.  Working out is doing a lot for me now too.  I worked out for an hour for a good year and gained nothing from it but energy and that feel good feeling.  It was why I went to this doctor because that wasn't really normal with the amount of workout I was doing.  Now I'm doing 15 minute mega strenuous cardio, 50 incline crunches/situps/lats with a 5lb weight, and 50 25lb tricep pulls, 15 40lb back lifts, and yoga.   I've lost 3 inches from my hips so far and I've only begun.  I'm very excited to very soon have ME back.  It will be nice to feel good about myself again.

As far as the world of dating, I've been getting mixed reviews.  Some friends tell me to enjoy it and some tell me that I need to stay focused and maintain my path.  Enjoy it mostly because....well....I don't....and maintain because if I jump into things like my mind wants me too I will regret it.  Overall, I'm a confused little girl who wants nothing more than to be happy and have a companion to experience life with, but don't want to deal with all the bs that goes along with it.  Maybe I should just get a dog?