I dove into my first hair cutting experiment yesterday. Lucas has refused to sit in the barbers seat for about 6 months now so you can just imagine what his head looked like. Crazy blond hair going every which way and none the right way. So I took control and he sat for me. With my trusty brush and my sheers, I attacked his hair and it came out pretty good. Wish I would have had a comb for his little hairs so I could cut it properly, but I did well with what I had. He looks like a cute little boy again and not the goon hes been running around as. hahaha
Reflecting back on my last post about my children experiencing the things I've wanted to do so they have a more fullfilled life. I asked my oldest (17) last night, who doesn't live with me...what his grades were looking like lately. Truthfully he answered....not so good. He explained that this year is harder than last and he's just having a really hard time focusing. So I asked him, "If you had the chance to go anywhere in the US where would you go?" He replied, "Bahia Beach California." I asked why? He stated, because of the lifestyle and it's different. So I replied, "fix your grades and you may have a chance to see this place." I'll probably take him anyways, but it's a goal for him so hopefully he does what he needs to do to help himself. From there, I asked my second oldest. "If you had the chance to go anywhere in the US, where would you go?" She replied, "NY City." I asked why? She stated, "because when we were there just for a little while, it made me feel different. It made me feel like I belong there." Of course the baby is too little to tell me where he wants to go, but I'll tell you where I want to go in the US that I've yet to go. Montana. Why? Because it is rich with earth and not buildings, the air is clean and the land is beautiful. It is something I have only experienced one other time in my life and to feel that again in a beautiful state like Montana would be amazing.
So my blog ends of course with another crazy dream.
I was a scientist in a lab with animals. It didn't seem like the kind that hurt them, but the kind that helped. We had an array of different animals around. Some seemed very intelligent, others just cute, while some were of the meanest kind and I would purposely walk to the other end of the room and walk around them during the dream. One animal that seemed really scary was this huge pit bull. He was white with blue eyes and had a very savage stare as you walked by, but he was the most gentle caring animal of all of them. He was my pride and joy in this dream and he never left my side. We wrestled and would knock each other down, it was pretty funny to watch I'm sure. Then there was this gorilla. He was the complete opposite. During this playtime with the pit bull another scientist let out this blood curdling scream and I saw her running from the gorilla room into the side room, locked the door and kept running with her arms tucked on her sides. I started running toward the gorilla room and 3 men were holding the door. He was trying to get out. He looked right at me with his blue eyes now red and the look of death on his face. We were all going to die. I immediately ran into the lab and grabbed the tranquilizer gun, put it into the tranq door and shot him. He ran up to the door, lifted the flap and looked at me with is eye piercing my soul and then fell out. Quickly we ran into the room where he lay to try finding out what happened. There was blood everywhere, but it wasn't his. A man ran into the room and said that the gorilla ripped Mary's arm from her body and wanted to know where it was. We didn't have time to look for it, we had to subdue the gorilla. This was no ordinary gorilla. No silver back, not one that was raised as a baby in our care. This was a red haired gorilla. Mixed from orangutan and gorilla with the size of a horse. The men wanted to cuff his wrists and ankles to keep him from hurting himself or others. I was totally against it. We needed to find out what it was that made him think to kill. They wanted no part in it. So, they hung him from the ceiling by his wrists and the floor by his ankles. When he woke, I was the last person he saw, so he immediately thought it was me that did this to him. I tried to calm him and nothing worked. Later on that day, I went to check on him and as I walked up to his door, I noticed that his door was wide open and he was not in the room. I shut the door I walked through very slowly and tried not to make a sound. As I was shutting the door I could hear him in the next room, it sounded like he was eating. There were other techs working the room and this is what he was eating. I ran, so fast I ran, he peeked his head out of the room just as I turned the corner and I caught his glare just as I turned the corner. My heart sunk. He's coming for me, so I ran into the safest place and happiest place I knew....with my pit bull. He greeted me like he usually did, but he was different. He knew something was wrong, because I was never scared around him. He saw the gorilla come barrelling down the corridor and bust through the door to the room. Immediately, my gentle friend became a monster. He walked slowly toward the gorilla as if to speak to him and try to get him to stop. You could see the caring in the pit's eyes as he tried so hard to alter the gorilla's thought process. Then, the gorilla grabs the pit, tears it in half and comes flying towards me.......then I wake up.
It was a very emotional dream and I really cannot explain it. Was it the meditation music or what it something else? It certainly wasn't about a hot guy that I was trying to assassinate or another hot guy that was making me drinks. This was straight out of a cult classic gore movie. Creepy.
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