Given my current stresses I am very proud of myself for not just going out and buying a pack of smokes. Either the patches are really working or my mind has taken over my want to quit to allow me to stay on path...or both? All I know is that I'm glad to not be out of breath and hacking every morning. I have a ton more energy and don't smell like I just walked out of a bar. I can smell things better and taste things better. It's great! This morning however I have a really big sinus headache. Possibly from the heat being on last night because it was very cold.
Today's events will be cleaning...of course. The clutter has gone down since giving Lucas his own room, but my teen makes more of a mess than the baby, so I must regulate and think hard about child labor and how I may implement it in my home legally. Once this is done then we will spend the rest of the day at the Art Fest down the street. Hopefully Lucas doesn't give me another one of his terrible 2 tantrums. hhhhuuummm.....I wonder if I attach sponges to his body if he will clean the floors as he flails around on the floor? Worth a try!
My dream last night was based in a really cold area in a really small town. The area kinda looked like Oregon. I was hanging out with hippies who used t-shirts as diapers for their baby and wouldn't take me to the store to get Lucas diapers. Instead they had me put him in a t-shirt diaper and it swallowed him up it was so big. Then I was on a helicopter taking pictures of the wildlife and forests. Odd that we took pictures of a gator in a pond that was iced over. hhhuummm.....maybe I am predicting the future? Florida one day will be iced over? The end of my dream took me to an auditorium that turned into a toy factory. I was sitting on a conveyor belt watching everyone fall off of it at the end and then woke up. No sexy men in this one unfortunately. hahahaha
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