KA-POW................

I've lost count on how many days I've been smoke free, but according to a coworker I have to be smoke free for 3 months before I can say that I'm a non smoker.  So.....I'll run with that.  Something about my lungs and breathing will be healthier and blah blah blah.  Looking back on week 1 it was hard, but weeks 2 and 3 were the worst, now I don't even think about it - UNLESS........

some jackwagon at work decides to throw me under the bus today and make the bad me show my face.....yes....yes, I wanted one REALLY REALLY bad....but I didn't.  You give people respect in the hopes that they give you the same respect; however if you are a dope and respect someone that for #1 doesn't respect themselves and #2 doesn't show respect for people of the opposite sex................then maybe this is a lesson for me to not respect those who meet #1 and #2 criteria.  This will be my Flip Side Dive for today.  Moving on................

Today was Secret Santa day at work and it was a blast.  A lot of the gifts were very very nice!  Which was a HUGE surprise because my team is a bunch of guys that like to pick on each other.  One got an iPod speaker dock, one got a floor lamp???, another got a dew rag with a brush (hahahaha) and a laptop case with a mouse, another got a beer mug with a football teams logo bottle opener, one got shot glasses, 2 people got sports team attire, I got money and bath soap, one got Santa slippers, a CD, frame, and chocolates, but there were 2 of the guys I didn't get to see what they got, but I'm sure it was really cool!  Really funny part of the day was watching a coworker of mine who always talks about racial things open the Christmas card I got for her.  The outside was this really cute white teddy bear and inside it told her to have a wonderful Christmas, but I added my own little message - "I gave you the white bear so you could complain about it not being brown, Merry Christmas!"  This was the fun part of the day.

Counting down the days that I will be leaving this job and onto the next is more stressful than a pregnant woman's due date!  I'm antsy, nervous, sad, and some other emotional female things that I really can't describe.  It's a mess really and to tell you the truth I wish it would just be done so I can move on.  It's kinda like kicking out that ex-boyfriend, but can't let go of his sweater.

Tonight I am doing ME......sounded really kinky, but for real.  I've got a bottle of Martini Rossi Asti Rose open and working on glass #2.  Enjoying every sip because dammit I deserve it.  Then when I'm done posting, noting, and FBing.....it's off to play the MJ Experience on the Wii and shake it like a polaroid pikcha!!!!  Watch out nah.....I can moon walk like the man himself......oooohhhh yeeeeaahhhhh