Tornado..........

So this week I realized that I am not one for politics even at my age.  As a young girl I was carefree and really wasn't involved in the stresses of politics.  Even as a young woman I didn't really care for it.  I even joined the military with the high hopes of being able to attend college and be something bigger because I always felt that I needed to.  Really I don't need to be something bigger........I just need to make a difference.  As a woman I still cannot dig my hands into politics.  It sickens me to see how it works, it angers me to see how it doesn't work, the illogical points and the logical points.  "We all want to voice our opinions, but it's hard to be heard when the man has your mouth covered." 

So many things I want to be, so many things I want to do.  I have decided that because I have waited so long to do them I want my kids to experience them right along with me so they can say they have done them too.  The family trips across country and stopping at random spots for photo ops, traveling overseas to touch a real castle and step on the same ground that our ancestors walked on, laugh when we get lost in the middle of Egypt, only to come home and sit next to each other on the beach to talk about our memories.  Now all I have to do is plan, fund, and do our first thing.  Deciding what it will be will be the hardest part because there are so many things!  This is going to be a very old blog with a bunch of wonderful experiences to share.  Ready to grow old with me?

Last nights dream was a steamy yet confusing one.  I was a hired assassin for the FBI (enter LaFemme Nakita music here) and I was given a mission to knock off an Indian (from India, not Native American for those of you who are politically correct) guy who was this wonderful scientist.  We met and he took me to dinner, etc etc.  Well, one night he was in his kitchen cooking and I was in the living room and my cell went off.  It was a text.  It said, "Ronnie, it's not time yet".  I have no idea what that means, but I only know 1 Ronnie.  So I got up from the couch and walked into the kitchen where Mr. India was cooking up something that smelt sooooo good and as he turned around (omg he was soooo hot) he smiled and began to walk toward me and I woke up.  These dreams are getting really really good.  hahahha

Heads up on the smoking.........it's working like a charm only today I gave in and had one.  I'm having only spurts of cravings now, nothing as big as before and the cheat today wasn't even the whole smoke.  I am really feeling the energy level going up and I have more focus.  Not as tired when I get home and can actually start to smell things better.  I've ordered Step 1 which should be here fairly soon, so I'm going to do this all the way to the end.