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The last couple of days have been hell.  I caught what Lucas had and it hit me harder.  I lost my voice yesterday and couldn't do my job, so I got to help people do theirs for the day.  Woke up this morning feeling better than yesterday, was able to talk better so I brought some tea to work with me and prepared myself.  After spending 30 mins on a call that should have only taken me 5 mins because the lady couldn't make out what I was saying I gave up.  Told my boss man that I guess I should go home because I'm obviously unable to do my job without a voice people can understand over the phone.  I won't be going in tomorrow.  A co-worker of mine stopped me on the way out and told me she just helped a customer I was working with on the phone this morning.  I told her great I'm glad someone could.  My coworker then told me that the lady said she didn't like my tone.  I was like, "WTF?"  I don't have a tone!  I can't freakin speak!!!  hahahahaha  I sound either like I'm whining or dying or even both.  It's sad really.

Smoking?  What is that?  lol  It has been so cold outside I haven't even thought about smoking because my bum is not going outside when it's cold.  I haven't worn a patch for 2 days, but I probably should to tell you the truth.  I must stay on the path.  So being sick, the weather, and being tired are all playing helpful factors in assisting me.

Ever have that feeling that you just want to move away?  Far far away?  Wish I could do it and know for sure that I could make it all work.  Maybe one day I'll dive into this topic.